Follow Jesus?
No I'm fine. Being me.
The way I look. Doing alright. Got friends.
Not really interested.
In God.
In anything.
My life is fine.
My looks.
How I'm seen.
My clothes.
Where I've been.
My feelings.
Me.
Let others feed the hungry, Make friends with the lonely, Look after the old, Talk about serious things.
I've got my life
To live and enjoy.
I don't want your interference; your morals.
I live my way; do what I want.
Here and now.
I want excitement, Not a boring religion; to OBEY. Let others be religious.
I mean...
It's not as if anything lasts.
But....
Deep, deep down...
...I'm not that happy.
I feel like a balloon About to pop. Nothing left. Breaking the speed limit; I'm a whirlwind Of confusing emotions. I feel I'm going To crash.
It's scary.
Help me.
Even if I said Leave me alone.
Don't go.
God, help me.